Today my mother is in the hospital waiting for a procedure to reveal where the internal bleeding is coming from. I seem to be ineffective at offering help or support to her at this time. It makes me feel sad and confused, and torn. I strive to not slather this in excess upon my pages, so I will do my best to get through the day without feeling like its an epic fail to even speak to her.
I had wanted to start this blog around 7 am this morning but after many frustrating attempts to even load my home page, I decided to see what happened to the supposed security download that I had renewed already (or so I thought.) I spent a good hour on the phone with technical assistance, hoping that it is alright now, and it does seem to be better. I love my HP Mini net book. So while my son is in his glory with a huge bucket full of bubble water and ships, I can sit here and try to cast a good blog.
I have gotten into the habit of choosing some inspirational quotes first thing in the morning as part of my rigorous mind re-framing program that I have been installing upon myself - yes, much like a computer adding stuff, I am deleting old, outdated and virus-ridden programs and installing new hardware, software and virus protection. A lot of what you see me write is what I take internally and strive to apply to my "hard drive" each day because a lot of days can be more than trying, supremely difficult and extraordinarily exhausting. Now, did I just attract more of the same?
I want to neutralize and create positive changes. It is a lot of work but I care about it a lot, and I love to see if I can share the methods with you. I know by your feedback that it is working, the more I post the positive and inspirational messages, the more I see people "liking" and commenting - I hope to promote it for myself and others on a frequent basis.
I have lied to myself, telling myself it's no big deal if I don't post. It has become a big deal, a big part of my life and I am grateful for the many people I have "met" over the internet that prove that is important to put your voice out there with positive messages and inspiration that helps everyone, for the Good of All.
I am pleased to announce that this blog will be more frequently updated with my quotations and musings as I strive to continue working on my books and art. I can be no other way. I have tried to "give it a rest" and retreat from the labors of love. After much deliberation and justification, I have found a greater balance in getting this done in smaller chunks of time. I have made lists, and re-made lists, I have sacrificed time away from home and time spent in solitude is never regretted. I am grateful for the time I have here, and hope to make it worth your while to read.
Thank you so much, brightest blessings to all who travel here.
~ Carole Anzolletti
"Fall seven times, stand up eight." ~ Japanese proverb
I had wanted to start this blog around 7 am this morning but after many frustrating attempts to even load my home page, I decided to see what happened to the supposed security download that I had renewed already (or so I thought.) I spent a good hour on the phone with technical assistance, hoping that it is alright now, and it does seem to be better. I love my HP Mini net book. So while my son is in his glory with a huge bucket full of bubble water and ships, I can sit here and try to cast a good blog.
I have gotten into the habit of choosing some inspirational quotes first thing in the morning as part of my rigorous mind re-framing program that I have been installing upon myself - yes, much like a computer adding stuff, I am deleting old, outdated and virus-ridden programs and installing new hardware, software and virus protection. A lot of what you see me write is what I take internally and strive to apply to my "hard drive" each day because a lot of days can be more than trying, supremely difficult and extraordinarily exhausting. Now, did I just attract more of the same?
I want to neutralize and create positive changes. It is a lot of work but I care about it a lot, and I love to see if I can share the methods with you. I know by your feedback that it is working, the more I post the positive and inspirational messages, the more I see people "liking" and commenting - I hope to promote it for myself and others on a frequent basis.
I have lied to myself, telling myself it's no big deal if I don't post. It has become a big deal, a big part of my life and I am grateful for the many people I have "met" over the internet that prove that is important to put your voice out there with positive messages and inspiration that helps everyone, for the Good of All.
I am pleased to announce that this blog will be more frequently updated with my quotations and musings as I strive to continue working on my books and art. I can be no other way. I have tried to "give it a rest" and retreat from the labors of love. After much deliberation and justification, I have found a greater balance in getting this done in smaller chunks of time. I have made lists, and re-made lists, I have sacrificed time away from home and time spent in solitude is never regretted. I am grateful for the time I have here, and hope to make it worth your while to read.
Thank you so much, brightest blessings to all who travel here.
~ Carole Anzolletti
"Fall seven times, stand up eight." ~ Japanese proverb
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